I left his house with silence, can he come back to me?

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I can see him 2 times in a week. He is always with phone or notebook. Only talk with me when he wants to fuck or he is high.
This time i bought food and i expected to eat together but he slept more than an hour, when he woke up, he started to being agressive. And started to being busy with notebook. He knows i hate being busy with phone or notebook when im with him.
Im 99% sure he hangs out in dating apps with girls from another countries.
I started to dress my coat and left his house. He started to yelling that im done with your rubbish, take your food too etc. I was crying in elevator and outside so much.
I love him so much.
Im desperate. Can he understand his mistakes? Or i need to give up? We didn't even send texts after i left him with silence. I didn't say anything. I just said dont forget to take painkillers.
He doesn't appriciate anything i do.
He is black and im white, my country is racist. Im sure no one will be like me to him. I NEVER EXPECTED ANY MONEY OR GOOD FROM HIM. EVERYTHING CAME FROM MY HEART.
will he understand his mistake?
HE ALWAYS MAKES EXCUSE THAT IM BLACK IM NOT LIKE WHITE GUYS. IM TIRED OF THIS EXCUSE.
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