Its a long story but to get to the point; we had a party at my friend’s place she was supposed to drop me back cause I don’t have a ride and she had to leave urgently at some point and she told me her boyfriend will drop me off and i felt like a burden i said ill just uber but he was “generous” and he insisted. He raped me. I told my friend because i was SCARED for her and she ended up blaming me? What’s even crazier is that my boyfriend is accusing me of lying and he thinks i cheated on him on that party. I don’t know which of these hurts more... and I can’t believe they doubt me in something so serious when i need them the most. I feel sick just by thinking about this😔 How can i make this entire situation go away?