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Will I ever be able to get married?

I am now 42 years of age and live in a caravan on my parents property. I work a part time job mowing grass for a sporting club. I have never had a girlfriend and I lost my virginity at age 29 to a hooker. I got bullied terribly at school. For about the last year of primary school it got so bad I would be shaking in my boots on the way to school because I did not know if I would be dead or alive at the end of the day. I still feel anxiety in shopping centers or crowded places. I was mostly unemployed until the age of 27 when I got the job I have today. My favorite pastimes are playing video games, smoking weed and pulling myself. More has happened in my life but that was a basic summary.
Will I ever be able to get married?
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