"I never wanted to break up with you. It was a timing issue. I was not ready to get married. But I have realized a lot and changed a lot. The reason I broke up with you on the phone is because it was hard for me too. It was not like I did not have feelings for you. I really want you to know that you were the best friend I have ever had, apart from everything else. Life is short and whatever we experienced together was real. I drop by your house tonight and it brought back tons of good memories. Those memories are part of me. I feel like this is a bad dream that I am going to wake up from..."
Okay, so I did not respond to his email. And he is not saying he wants me back. But why is he sending me this email after four months of break up? I am confused?