I'm in this situation right now where I don't know if coming back to school was the right decision and instead of having the situation with him another thought in my mind, I decided to tell him we shouldn't talk for a while. Well, I Haven't heard from him since then and I realized that doing that was the worst thing I could've done. I don't like feeling like he is forgetting about me because I don't want things to end this way. It makes me sad to think that five years from now I may have to wonder how he is going because we don't have a friendship anymore because I'm an idiot.
What should I do? I want to apologize to him and tell him how I feel but I don't know if it will make things worse