But wherever I am applying and they're asking for the mark sheet I am getting stuck becaues of my grades.
You get grades based on how brainwashed you are. They are not purely how much you actually memorised. That's why you'll get rejections because they want you to have a certain mind set when you apply for these jobs or further education.
How do I stop being scrutiinzed for them? I am tired. I'm actually smart in real life. Promise. Those grades were reflective of my state of mind and nothing more
Either you leave the system and accept to live life as a poor person, like I have.Or you pretend to be what they want you to be and retake these tests, or find another route to get back in, and live a life as someone else but richer, it might be against your morals as you start getting to the top.
Will someone hire me despite my grades? How bad do you think they are?
Depends on your behaviour, experience, and circle. The grades are not that important
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