I wish I am retired. Everything makes me anxious and I feel strange. In terms of money I don’t worry about it. My parents gave me a store and I get rent from it. It’s not a lot but I don’t spend money a lot either. I just feel so weird making my own way in the society. I hear ambulance or fire truck in the city and that’s the moment I feel safe. I feel like sex conspiracy greed, at work. Do you think I should retire?
I mean is this feeling so strong because of my age? If I am younger I would just ignore these feelings?
Maybe I am greedy and the greedy causing the problem not my age nor society?