I need a new job?

I need a new job? I keep losing job and going off on people. Sometime I feel like I suck and I just want to destroy my life. I don't know why I feel this way it fun to hurt myself. Some people say I do not work hard or fast. But when I get a job my boss all way said I work good. I want a good job that pays well where I can work alone and people think that I am smart. I don't know why I did not do anything yet. do you know where I can get more educated and a job? any jobs good? what wrong with me in my head? why do I want to destroy myself? thank you bye
I need a new job?
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