. Started college, went everyday, rode the bus 13miles, got a car. I really enjoyed my teachers, but towards the end I showed up less, and didn't attend the last few days, and the end result, I failed of course.
. I just realized I wanted to learn how to paint out of no where, went to the art store, bought two canvases and a sketch book and etc.. spent $100, it's been a few days and I haven't got tired of this yet.
. Started relationships and realized I feel suffocated.
. I never want to get up and go meet people, when I visited California & my sister invited me to go the park or library, I didn't want to go.
. I visited another sisters house and locked myself in my room all day
I'm a little more out going now, and if someone invited me somewhere I would go, but for some reason when I start task I feel drained afterwards.
I feel bad because I don't want to be a boring person, but instead I'm a person who can't stick to anything I start. I don't know what to do, if I could lay at home in bed or on the couch all day, eat, sleep, and etc... I would be very content and self fulfilled. However that life will not help me with people and will not offer anything to building friendship