Is it hard to love me?

My boyfriend broke up with me about 2 weeks ago because he really didn't have any time from me because of school and he couldn't visit me anymore because of corona. I tried to save our relationship but my efforts were for nothing. After my break up my guy bestfriend told me that he had feelings for me even before my relationship and that he never wants to lose me again. So i told him that i needed time first but that we still could talk. Then he comforted me. Now he removed me on Instagram and hasn't been answering my messages so i told him that if doesn't want to talk to me that he should just tell and not ignore me for 2 days. So my question is why does everybody leave like what I'm i doing wrong.
Is it hard to love me?
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