There have been a lot of complications in my life. Relationships spoiled, friendships ruined, etc. I just used to think that most people are selfish, until today I got to see the real picture. I realized I'm the bad guy. I'm what's wrong with everything in my life. I can't change myself, that would mean I'm not living my own life. And besides, after thinking about it hard enough I guess I like being the bad guy. It's just who I'm. Of course I can't talk this with someone in person so I'm writing to you guys who I don't know in person and hopefully never will. Is it wrong of me to like being the bad guy?