Envious of my stunning friend?

I have this friend who is supernice, soft spoken and pleasent. She is super giving and literally almost overcaring that it almost kinda pisses me off. She is basically a freaking angel, but that's just the concerning part SHE IS SUPER BEAUTIFUL TOO...

I can admire her from afar but when she impedes in my circle and it negatively affects me... It really hurts.

And I feel effing like I can't deal with it anymore.
I literally just wanna avoid her.. I feel like she takes all the attention away and I'm not DENYING OR HATING HER I just... Don't want to be in her atmosphere because I start to feel crap about myself.

Is this normal? Am I evil? Did anyone ever feel this way?
Envious of my stunning friend?
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The female in picture is not her, I used the picture as an example.
Envious of my stunning friend?
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