I'm in my 30's and since I was a kid I remember hating my dad and not liking being around him but I don't know what's the reason. During the lockdown I decided to move to my parents house and I regretted everyday taking such decision. It reminded me how awful my teenage years were and how depressed I used to be because of my controlling father. He's a tough man and our personalities simply do not match. Sometimes He tries to reach me or initiate a conversation but I just don't want it and I feel so uncomfortable when he tries to do it. I feel like he doesn't know how to talk to me but I don't know how to interact with him either whenever he starts a conversation he annoys me, he's voice annoys me, he's opinions annoy me. But whyyyyy? Why did we never had a good relationship? What's so wrong with me? I don't remember ever hugging or kissing my dad and I wish we could have the same relationship and bond between me and my mom.