How can I be emotionless, selfish and cold hearted?

Anonymous
I was raised in a simple family who made me a doormat. They're good, honest, kind and value relationships and taught me to tolerate and forgive.

But now I wanna become a monster. I feel like I wanna be Kim Jong. It's getting worse and worse.
I'm constantly being betrayed, lied to, unappreciated, envied by people, forgotten, ignored and only approached when people need something from me.


  • I've been the honest, supportive, loyal, caring and fun definition of both friend and a lover but was abused, forgotten and taken advantage of. 😡😡

I wanna kill and destroy those who gave me so many betrayals, heartbreaks and pain.

I know it's impossible so that's why I wanna become emotionless, cold hearted, crooked, selfish and profit oriented. :(
How can I be emotionless, selfish and cold hearted?
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