I can't stop feeling down and miserable every time after I'm done meeting with a friend or a group of friends. We have fun, everything goes well and the moment I go home or I close the call I get hit by all my insecurities at once. I always end up feeling like they all secretly hate me or that they think I'm not a good person. I always feel ugly and unlikable as well, feeling insecure about my nonexistent love life. I managed to convince myself that maybe I really am a terrible ugly person both outside and inside as a coping mechanism, feeling like if I just accept that the bad feelings will go away. I don't know why but this always happens after I've been with friends. I just assume that they all laught at me behind my back. Is this normal? Or is something messed up with me? Does anyone else have this problem?