Does anyone else feel terrible after having fun with friends?

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I can't stop feeling down and miserable every time after I'm done meeting with a friend or a group of friends. We have fun, everything goes well and the moment I go home or I close the call I get hit by all my insecurities at once. I always end up feeling like they all secretly hate me or that they think I'm not a good person. I always feel ugly and unlikable as well, feeling insecure about my nonexistent love life. I managed to convince myself that maybe I really am a terrible ugly person both outside and inside as a coping mechanism, feeling like if I just accept that the bad feelings will go away. I don't know why but this always happens after I've been with friends. I just assume that they all laught at me behind my back. Is this normal? Or is something messed up with me? Does anyone else have this problem?
Does anyone else feel terrible after having fun with friends?
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