What do you say about this?

So I have been friends with my friend for 15 years now and a lot of stuff has happened but we always managed to stay friends. This passed year was one of the hardest for her I showed her support. I haven’t seen her and barely talked all December and Jan since I have been off from work/ school. I think it’s weird how I was supposed to hangout with her but she got sick and then I got sick so we couldn’t see each other. I don’t know if this is Gods way of telling me something. I have talked to someone on here like last year or year or two ago about this same person y’all said I should slowly stop talking but did the opposite. I just feel like we are so different now and that I don’t really know about her life anymore. She is very secret about her life and her relationship. I tend to hold onto people I don’t know what to do. I have already addressed how I felt that only made things worse and she doesn’t do well talking about her feelings.
What do you say about this?
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