and girls at school laughed at me because I thought that i was even a bit attractive. so girls stared naming 100s of guys in school that were better looking then me and couldn't get it out of my head that I was the hottest guy in school.
one time everyone on the school bus stared talking me and saying I was the ugliest guy.
Please help I want stop thinking I'm hot as seems that I wasn't then .
I also was sort an outkast so may have bias a little.