The last 5 girls have either had a steady relationships or are dating someone, But here's the kicker. They have all flirted with me.
First one actually took my v-card, Ended up telling me a few hours later about her boyfriend, then told my family + her friends that I raped her (which was more the other way around the way she was literally all over me that whole week )
Second one was one that I actually got as a girlfriend for a few years. She was dating this really nice guy whom ended up becoming an asshole the second she started spending more time with me. Once again. she literally begged me to have sex with her. ( I have no idea what so ever how I am doing this )
The third. Well. I was naive as hell. This was in the last few months before I broke up with the girlfriend. It was a really nice girl. we talked a lot and became really good friends. So I got a text from her that said something along the line of " Me and my boyfriend are having problems.. Can I come over ?" it was Saturday in the middle of the night and I of course said yes. Didn't want her to feel bad or anything. She leaned on me the whole night when we talked ( In my eyes its OK, cause she was obviously sad at the time and when I am sad id damn right want to lean on someone for comfort) And she asked if we could " Sleep now?" And guess what she starts to try? I ask her what's she is doing. She answers " What ever you like ". Nothing happened that night but still.
fourth one was at college a few months after I broke up with the girlfriend. A really nice girl but had somewhat of daddy issues I guess. Talked about her boyfriend all the time and then suddenly once again I got begged into the bed. We made out. she wanted more but I couldn't cause I was still pretty damn emotional after the break up. And guess who she starts talking about the day after at breakfast again?
The fifth and final one actually happened last week as I am coming back into studying after a few years in treatment.
. really, and I mean, REALLY cute girl. if eyes could scream she would be singing opera. that's all I am saying. Her body language (at least from what I understand it ) all pointed at.. yes.. She wants something from me. I was OK with it all up until the point I discovered she had a boyfriend, ( a really nice one too to be honest! )
Whats up with this? Am I doing something that's really damn attractive for girls? It boggles my mind that this happens. I would really like some help how to make things like these to stop. It hurts cause I really feel used in these situations.