I am incredibly self conscious and it feels like every time I start to be more confident and stop caring what other people think I run into him looking at other women online, or out in public. I know "boys will be boys" (which is such a bs saying) but is it so wrong to think that kind of thing is inappropriate in a relationship.
We have been together 3 years, we have a beautiful 10 month old baby boy and I have been through a lot. When I was 16 my dad committed suicide in our garage 10 feet from my bedroom, I had a kind of heart attack(SVT) had to have surgery and then I got pregnant and have had numerous health issues during and since. My boyfriend knows how much it hurts me that he does those things but he still does them... I don't know how to deal with it anymore.