Why does this sh*t happen to me?!?! Why can't I just have pretty days all year long and not have to deal with major insecurities and depression when I have these ugly days. Sometimes, I will be really reclusive when I feel like I'm ugly (based on public reactions) and stay in my room.
Oh and also, do any of you girls look/feel uglier than usual on your periods and feel like strangers (men in particular) don't treat you as well?
Sometimes I feel like when I'm walking on the sidewalk where there's a lot of traffic, cars passing by, that they all pass by me REALLY fast because I'm ugly and they would probably drive a little slowly if I was attractive...
does any of this relate to you or am I just a psychotic girl.
My parents and family have told me I'm attractve, but I don't believe them because they are the only group of people to compliment me on my appearance. nobody else has ever told me I was pretty or anything.
Right now, my confidence level is at my lowest, and please don't tel me that beauty is on the inside or whatnot, because sadly in our society, most people are hung up on the outer appearance and are really reliant on it.
i'm really depressed.