Getting a bit tired of me holding myself back around this guy, but every time i see him i get so shy. I can barely look at him unless he is looking else where, and it doesn't help that he is also quiet/shy. I only see him about once a week for an hour tops. Like we've known each other since October.. he's kissed me, and a few weeks ago asked to hang out but never really followed through.. and i feel like it's my fault because im so shy around him. We don't text each other or talk outside of when we see each other weekly, and when were together i dont know what to talk about. I feel like the conversation doesn't move as well and it's quiet/awkward... I just feel awkward and im quiet. What do i do?