I’ve had a crush on my best friend of 3 years for a couple months now. He’s hard to read on how he feels about me, as he sometimes seems interested and sometimes he doesn’t. For example, he’ll compliment me and confide in me in really deep stuff or he’ll touch my arm/leg but then he’ll say things about finding a girl (since he just moved to a new city). We’re super close so I’m not sure if things like touching my arm/leg would even be considered flirting to him and I’ve been flirting with him as well to see how he’ll react. I’ll be moving close to him next year and I want to tell him how I feel but I’m afraid of losing the friendship. Is risking the friendship worth it?