Ok so me and this girl have been flirting and going on dates for about 5 months now. She comes over every weekend and she always sleeps in the same bed as me. One night she even asked me to see her and SHE initiated our first kiss. So I felt really confident that she was into me, so I asked her out. She replied I know you like me and I like you but honestly I don't want to date. She will never know how much that hurt. I don't think I will recover from this. It just makes me not want to ask anymore girls out for fear they will do this. Any advice?