Hey. Um, so my ex said we might meet up after I get back from vacation. I've been really looking forward to it. I got a bottle of wine from a family friend and I was planning on having it with him. Anyways, I messaged him when I got back and was quite annoying about him not answering as I was annoyed. Anyway, I probably pushed him away. I don't know what's going on with him. This hurts. I still really care for him. I think of him, I miss him. I don't know what he wants from me, why he even said to hang out. But, I really wasn't too great with my msgs. Clingy-like. I ended the messages on a calmer, better, note. I don't think I'll contact anymore and see what happens. Anyways, this is tough.. I feel so strongly for this guy. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks.