My life sucks. It completely sucks. I have always been dealt a "bad hand". I am a great guy, heart of gold and I come from a good family. I can just never get a break. I was in a car accident a number of years ago and my family was told I wouldn't make it. If I made it, I could be a vegetable, probably wouldn't walk, and wouldn't be able to go to school. Well I said f*** that, and I beat death. I can walk, I can talk, I went to college.. but ever since, my life has sucked. Can't hold a job, can't keep a girlfriend, gained weight and can't take it off, suffer from major depression, and really don't have any friends. I just wish God took me when he could have. I fought so hard just to struggle.. Makes me just ask every night and every day, WHY AM I HERE? In the past month I've- gotten dumped by someone I was set to wed, got fired from a job because I was in too much physical pain to work.. etc. Anyone else ever wonder why they are here? I just want to close my eyes and never wake up.