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Does seeing your first with someone else ever stop hurting?

We broke up because being together wasn't an option. My first love.. First kiss.. We were going to get engaged.. But I had to be realistic everything was working against us.

So I'm the reason we broke up.. Over 6 months ago.

Now he has a girlfriend and I'm depressed?

I'm jealous?

*sigh* I knew he wasn't going to be single forever.. I don't see why it's hurting me so badly though.

Does seeing your first with someone else ever stop hurting? Will it get better with time?

I feel like such a brat wanting the thing I basically threw away.. =\ I was trying to be realistic though. I didn't want to be one of those people who thought their love could overcome everything then be devorced within a year..

I miss him though.
Does seeing your first with someone else ever stop hurting?
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