There's this really pretty girl at my school, and I would love to get to know her, she seems amazing, but I'm scared to ask her out. I'm really fat so I have low self esteem. She had seemed like she knew I liked her at times, and looked over at my table alot. I can't stop thinking about her, I've written songs and poems about her, it's driving me mad. But if I ask her out and get rejected I think people will laugh at me, it just seems like a mess. I've never dated before or had a crush really so I'm lost. What should I do?