I'm so unhappy with my life! Iv been like this for a while now Iv lost interest in everything I don't feel good enough or pretty I can't be bothered doing anything! Most of the time I'm just stressed I'm losing weight and I don't feel good health wise! I'm so stressed out cause I'm 24 and don't have a stable career or enough money! Iv never been so unhappy it's impacting my health! I have my boyfriend but I don't even think I love him anymore he has hurt me too many times I gave him another chance now but he was no idea what's going on with me. I don't even know myself... I just want to run away be alone somewhere I wish I was wealthy or rich that's all I think about and my problems will be solved! I don't have enough money to buy nice clothes anymore or treat myself or people around me! I just feel really ugly and so down I feel like a loser. My boyfriend is very well off has everything but he has no idea the stress I'm under I'm so good at pretending I'm okay.