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Currently going through it..
Lost in my career and in love life as well
Nothing seems to go in a right direction..
Messed up the job exam of 2 big regulatory bodies... And now the year is going to end with nothing substantial in my resume..
Dated 3 guys this year for about 2~3 months each but nothing worked out with any of them and just got hurt in this process..
Presently I am confused and lost that's why I have decided to take 6 months off from dating to figure out things in my career and life first.
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Well, here's a shortlist. lol...
1. I suffered from SEVERE anxiety from the age of 16 through 23. So bad that I could rarely leave the house. During this time I was suicidal nearly everyday for 6+ years straight. For the life of me, I have no idea how I survived it. Thankfully, I overcame it without medications at all and now I live a very normal life.
2. My uncle killed himself with a revolver in May of 2000. It rocked our entire family and no one has been the same since. In many ways, he was the glue of that side of the family. He's still sorely missed. R. I. P. 😞
3. My other uncle (my departed uncle's younger brother) on the same side of the family killed himself in May of 2015. Left his car running with him sitting in it in his garage. He left behind his 21 year old son and his 18 year old daughter who was set to have her graduation in another 2 weeks. She was the one that found him in the garage. Also, through a set of extremely unfortunate events, I was not able to attend the funeral. I still don't have full closure over his death. R. I. P. 😞
4. The last year or so. There have been SO many things that have happened since May of last year (huh, May seems to be a crappy month for me!) WAY too many to list. Highlights: the best friend I will ever have is suffering from suicidal thoughts, my father has suffered through brain and heart issues in the last 6 months, and my friend's mom who I'm also good friends with has stage 4 ovarian cancer. 😞
But damn it! I'm still here! I'm still kicking and fighting! I am remaining positive and whatever doesn't kill me will only make me stronger. Sometimes we've got to take our lumps and sometimes when it rains it pours. I will prevail.
Tough call. Suicide attempts, depression and a divorce which has crippled my life for at least the next 10 years. What is the worst is hard to say.