Dude I’m just sojust so in love with him, I want to help him, I want to be the one to save him. He doesn’t deserve to feel this shitty about himself he’s a good person. Why won’t he believe me? Why on earth can’t he see that not all women are attracted to rippling pecs, that I love him, I don’t give a shit how much weight he gains, i am 100 in love with his actual soul. I wish tonight I could feel his skin against mine. But instead I’m alone, all by myself.