I just hate and despise myself... i have no idea where this comes from but i hate myself my character the way i look my body my face my hair my lips my mouth i hate it all and i hate me. I starve myself and i punish myself. I continuously compare myself to other girls and i HATE other girls why do they get to be pretty and feminine and I don’t i want to be like them i want to be THEM. But i never will. It hurts and it sucks i hate myself and everyone else. I am so tired and done.