Anyways so my best friend knew about how we were kinda i guess in the process of getting together and she liked him but i had liked him for 5 years and then she went out with him and then they broke up and then i told her about how i liked him because he started getting flirty, so i felt like i should say something. I told her not to say anything to anyone because he didn't want anyone to know about the personal stuff like the sexting and how we were kinda a thing I don't know... anyways so she ended up telling him about it and then he texted me and got pissed at me and said that he lost my trust and that i told everyone but i didn't... I didn't explain to him what happened cause he didn't want to hear it and so i ended up calling him an ass hole and then he replied saying " oh come on now we both know I'm not " and then i told him about how he has know idea how i feel and blah blah and he said that has nothing to do with it and then i said fine, if you're done then so am I ( i know stupid thing to say ) and now we don't speak, ignore each other and he talks shit about me and is flirting with my "supposedly" best friend.
I thought i was over him and I think i am but today i kinda miss him because we used to text like all the time and i feel lonely and I was just wondering if maybe he misses me and if he will ever want to rekindle what he had?
I know i sound like an idiot but i thought i was over him and i just don't even know anymore but i think i miss him.