One small bad thought or discouragement just sends me spiraling down a dark path surrounded by negative thoughts about myself and how I should just end it.
It usually strikes at work or on my days off. Whenever, really.
I just wait them out. Let the bad thoughts bleed out and I'll be fine the next day.
What'W wrong with me? Can I not handle or process my emotions good enough? Am I crazy? Am I just another narcissistic asshole?
If what I am feeling isn't supposed to be real to stronger, better people, why does it hurt so bad?