To break the ice i texted him this:
" i'm always overthinking and worried when i text you whether i'm saying something inappropriate or embarrasing, i hate wanting anyone's validation.. I will only let people who love me in my life to have a peace of mind, if i had a friend i feel she doesn't care about me as much i care about her i would forget her as time's passing by. I'm not expecting you to like me back by keeping you as my friend for awhile, you will have a better match".
Then i cut him off.
Is this would push him away forever?
Is showing him that he's making me feel insecure wrong?