Abused but into being submissive?

I have fantasies about being pinned against a wall and power dynamic relationships and getting bruises on my thighs and being submissive. But I was abused as a child, do you think that has anything to do with that being attractive to me? Like the idea of sleeping with a 37 year old teacher in high school. Stuff like that. Is that a product of the fucked up things in my past somehow?
Abused but into being submissive?
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