Girls, Would you instantly be turned off if you found out a guy is autistic?

I swear sometimes I feel like I live a double life I have my real identity which consists of my Asperger’s that my family knows about and then the mask of normal that I try my best to keep up in public, at work and at my university. I especially feel it has implications on my dating life like I feel women just see me as a sympathy case. Like I even hear women in my class say that poor guy they don’t think I hear them but i do.
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Girls, Would you instantly be turned off if you found out a guy is autistic?
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