I’m lowkey hurt? Not sure if my first one originally got erased?

a couple years ago this guy seemed to be trying to get my attention and I kind of ignored it because I just lowkey didn’t feel pretty enough and I didn’t like the attention because of my insecurities

now I see that he’s subscribed to my friends channel on YouTube and it’s making me feel that he may like her. She’s trying to be an upcoming actress and she’s pretty

im trying to be an artist (painting) but what’s an artist to an actress.
now I feel shitty and not good enough- craving alcohol to get over it
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He knows she’s my friend

Is that wrong on his part
I’m lowkey hurt? Not sure if my first one originally got erased?
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