This guy is driving me crazy?

I was talking a lot to my ex and he said he fw it. I said I don't know what to do and he was like I don't know lol We can keep talking if you want, or if not then it was nice catching up whatever you want lol" I told him I liked talking to him but didn't want to be annoying and he said not to worry about that and was like "Dope" then he dragged the convo. He always did! We are in college. He took time to answer. I told him when I moved back in my roommate and her mom said they found me a boyfriend and said he was cute and tall and my roommate told the guy "my roommate is a 10 and my ex was like "LMAOO she's not lying tho, that's nice of her to set you up, on the first day. then i was like "aww that's sweet" and he answered and said "Lmao he's perfect for you and the 7th floor, that's too much lmao." he used some emojis. I told him a guy came up to me and my friend and she said he was flirting with me and my guy friend was like "Aw he probably was, that's good he's nice though" and put an emoji. I told him the guy was a Virgo and I liked his life story but forgot his name and he was like “aww that’s sweet. it’s love at first sight" I told him my roommate's brother was coming and he was like " ok ok i see you but be careful a few texts later he didn't answer for 2 days and then left me on opened! he would never do that to me until now. My bday is Tuesday so I don't know if he’ll say anything. I woke up crying because I’m still hurt. I hate how I feel about this guy because this hurts. I feel so bored now that we aren’t texting and I still always think about him. I don’t know what to do? It’s affecting everything and I feel like there’s a void in me. Every little thing I do has me thinking about him. I almost feel depressed. He’s going to California next year and it’s making me jealous because Ik he’s gonna meet a bunch of people and forget about me. I just hate feeling this way. I’m always ending up heartbroken in these situations. I’m going crazy over him
This guy is driving me crazy?
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