I don’t know why but whenever I see guys with a cute smile my heart nearly stop. I always have this problem with cute guys whom I knew. It’s very hard for me to not treat them as a friend I always see them as boyfriend material and I try to talk to them and asking them about their interests and hobbies, which scared them away. I feel like it’s a crush, I have to love a guy based on his personality not how cute or hot he is because looks will fade even a very nice smile will fade too. I hope in the future I will love a guy based on his personality.