I am 19 and over the last few months I have felt nostalgic but only since yesterday has it made me depressed. I want my childhood back. Not a day goes by when I don’t think about the 2000s - 2015 ish and I always listen to music from that era and imagine me there. Yesterday I was watching holiday videos from 2013 (I was 12) and I want it back. I want to have my child voice back, my 2013 grandparents look so youthful and I and my siblings look so little. I hate 2020 and I feel old and the old me has died.