What do I do if I love my pet but I abuse it?

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I went through a period i felt very remorseful and sad and realized i was an animal abuser. When i abuse my it i dont realize i am doing so. I make excuses.

But then i went back to abusing it. There are moments i realize i am abusing it and i feel remorse but yet after some time i do it again.

I am at a loss here. Please help with some advice. And i dont need to be berated for it. I just need advice on what to do.
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I am not beating or starving my pet. I am not talking about severe abuse. More like pushing it out of the way or spraying it with water.
What do I do if I love my pet but I abuse it?
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