I am a fat woman (size 16-18) with a beautiful face and I always smell nice lol. My question is I think my boyfriend might be ashamed of me. I haven’t met any of his friends or family (mostly due to the pandemic) and he hasn’t met mine because we were in lockdown for a while and I only see him once a week. Now that things are safe I want to start having get together as with my friends and family. He has also stopped putting in effort into our relationship (could be because he’s depressed from his job) My question is am I being insecure and overreacting or should I be suspicious of his behaviour? I think I am just a bit insecure because of put on a lot of weight in past couple of years and I have noticed people treat me me.