Is it okay to be a little on the heavy side?

justice14
I suffer with anorexia, bulimia and (B-E-D) and for the past 4-5 months I think I’ve been underweight by 9-20 pounds. I’ve started eating a whole bunch and I know it’s illogical but I’m scared and I’m filled with so much self hate knowing I’m probably going to gain 20 or more pounds. Right now I’m 89 or maybe I’m a little more? But would it be okay to be a little on the heavier side?

im 5’2 or 5’3 and the last time I remember being 125 was in March 2018
Updates:
4 mo
I went to the doctor Tuesday. They took my blood and urine tests and they told me nothing was wrong but my liver and kidneys are inflamed. But when I left the room they told my mom and grandma that my liver and kidneys are failing. But as for my potassium levels
are normal.

This freaking sucks... on the 31st im having a metoblic test.
Is it okay to be a little on the heavy side?
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