I have been trying exposure therapy for my social anxiety, I worked really hard, put myself through so much stress, but i still can't have normal conversations, I just want to be normal. I am ok about being rejected, because i would reject me too. I'm not good looking enough to be this awkward. I felt so positive after the first time I asked a girl out, I believed I was going to beat this, even though my face went bright red and it was a horrible experience lol. I dont know what to do now. I feel so worthless.