Is the way I feel normal?

I'm 19 years old and I'm in my first year at university. My friends always ask me to come out with them to the nightclub but I honestly just can't do it. I went a couple times when I first started university but then I've never been since.

I find that i only feel this way when I haven't had any alcohol but when I have alcohol I'm much more positive and want to go clubbing with them and have fun. I'm not sure why I feel that way. Is that normal? Like I'm fine going anywhere else, it's just a nightclub. Once I drink I love it but that doesn't seem normal to me.

They invited me to go clubbing with them on Thursday and I want to go because I want to stop being so negative and be more social. Plus it's the valentines day night at the club... lmao.
Is the way I feel normal?
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