so my friend is having a small party. not even a party, just some people having a few beers and some pizza for New Years, I was wondering if I should invite her to come with me there. she wouldn't be up and about, and it might be a nice change in what she's been doing.
the only thing that scares me is the inclination of what inviting a girl to a new years party means. that midnight kiss. Not like I haven't thought about it, but we haven't yet... Part of me says it would be really romantic, but at the same time, we are both really shy people, and doing that in front of my best friends might freak her out (it freaks me out) since she's never met them. and what if she doesn't want me to and I try. or what if I figure she doesn't want me to and I don't, when really she did. just a lot of things rushing around in my head.
really don't know what to do