I just found out that one of my old flames is only a year older then me. I thought he was two years older this whole time. We decided to hook up because I had a bad break up and I just want to be distracted for a bit.
When I saw him (it's been almost a year) I felt like he looked younger. He was taller then me sure, but he just looked more like a child? His shoulders seem less board, his whole built just kinda, looks skinny. he just looked boyish to me. For someone who I had good fun nights with almost a year ago, this new age is kinda a shock to me.
I feel bad though. He's a sweet nice guy and he's fun to be with and talk too. =\ I just feel kinda slight nervious with him. (I realize it's just because I've been with my boyfriend so long and was so devoted, not clingy, that being with another guy freaks me out)
And it's kinda not just him. Any guys around under 2 years older then me, I feel awkward around them. Sometimes even if we are just friends I'd prefer we'd be in a group then one on one.