So I'm not a follower of any religion, but I'm not opposed to the idea of spirituality or peoples experiences and beliefs.. Anything is possible, you know?
But. My boyfriend/fiance was never spiritual and suddenly is. He mediates and has crazy experiences and says all this stuff. And it really has made him a happier person, and that I'm glad.
But, I used to try. And try and try.
Nothing. I've never had anything happen. And I don't get how it can just happen.
Like, he talks about it and I literally feel a rage inside me and I know it makes no sense. It's crazy.
But I. get physically sick hearing him talk.
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I understand your pain. You want to experience these amazing experiences yourself but can't. I'm not a follower of any religion just like you. Unlike your boyfriend though, when I do experience something, it's a complete nightmare. I had a dark figure from the fourth dimension staring down at me maliciously and extracting something from my mind. This being was more evil than the devil mentioned in religious texts. The being was more darker than the darkness of space. I've never seen something so evil in my entire life. So, if you want to experience something, make sure it's something you would find to be truly amazing. Don't give up but at the same time relax.0