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It's not good. I always get girls acting really rude to me. I haven't had a date in years. I haven't had a girlfriend in almost a decade. I have to look in the mirror, and I never feel good about it. It takes me a while to get cleaned up enough, and then I go out, and I'm still ugly, no matter how much effort I put into it. I feel incredibly awkward most of the time. I'm tired of it. I can't find work. I can barely talk to women. When I do talk to them, if I try to show some interest, it's thrown in my face. I can tell that a girl isn't interested - they don't really talk to me.
I know that the only girls I've dated have only lasted as long as they did (which wasn't very long at all) because they thought I was rich or that I'd take their bad behavior (neither is true). They dated me in spite of my appearance. I rarely got compliments from any of them.
I went to a singles event, and at the end, I wanted to die. I hid in the back and barely said anything; I'd go up to people, and they'd move away, and shut me out. I try to go out and meet people, and I end up feeling terrible at the end. Like the whole evening was a total waste. That's most of the time. I want to be more social, but most "shut me out" of the group.0