I can't deal with it anymore, since I was a newborn I had several problems with my health and I've always been taking a lot of medicine which do not allow me to do plenty of things I want to do and the health problem I have doesn't allow me to do a lot of things either. I want to be like the normal kids. I want to drink alcochol, I want to stop taking these fucking disqusting medicine, I want to stop being afraid of having to worry everyone when I get sick. I want to stop being the one that everyone pities when they find out what I have been through. I don't want scars of surgeries on my body and be afraid all the time that nobody will like me because of that. I cannot deal with all those things. And I want my self esteem back with my health! Why can I not have those simple things in my damn life? Is being normal too much to ask?
Most Helpful Guy
Can you tell us what the problem is? I have an idea from what you've said.
Don't worry about alcohol. It's over-rated by most people who want to look cool, but aren't necessarily cool. Don't worry about scars! For the last 5 1/2 weeks now, I have two 5cm ones and one biggie at 15cm. I just got to get on with it. I feel better than I've done for maybe 3-4 years.
Just having an illness is so tiring on it's own, without even considering the symptoms you have. It might be bloating, pain, weakness, fatigue. They never seems to let you have a rest from them.
I'm always about GAG if you feel that talking more would help. I don't know if you can PM me, but if so, feel free.0
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Most Helpful Girl
I might suggest googling support groups of kids with your disorder. You can make friends and see how they deal with your reality. It will also help you understand that you aren't alone in this world :)0